Jessiah Jameson

My love... I can't believe it's almost been a year since you left us. I don't think the pain of losing you will ever go away. Those horrible 2 weeks when you were missing and then after they found you... That became my living nightmare and it will stay with me forever. I think I am just now starting to realize that you aren't coming back. It's finally starting to really hit me hard. You consume my thoughts and my dreams. I miss you more than I can ever say. I wish you could be here to watch our little boy grow up. He was only 13 months the last time you saw him and I can't believe he's almost 3 now. You would be SO proud of him. I couldn't ask for a more wonderful son. He looks a lot like you and has so much of your personality. He is the one who can always make me smile, the one who keeps me going. He misses his Daddy. Jesse, you were my heart, my soul, and my inspiration. Sometimes I feel so lost without you. I am having to completely reinvent mySELF now. I hope I make you proud. I hope you can feel my love all the way in Heaven. I will miss you every minute of the rest of my life and I can't wait to be in your arms again someday. I know you'll be there waiting... I love you, forever and always. MUAH